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Suddenly things are different everything both wonderlust and strange I'm scaried I fear i don't realize or i may lost everything the i hold both near and dear who i'm i now me thinks this person i see in the mirror everyone tellin me what have to be hinting at things WHO THE HELL AM I I"M LOST!!! TELL MY THOUGHTS BE I NOT A FREAK AM I STRANGE CAN"T I CRY maybe I do and i don't tell you why it's just the words just do come out right... I HATE MYSELF Maybe more than anything in the world I might be a thief who stole my place in to your hearts and lie and a joke to all a fool dare in to dream a COWARD hiding in fear DAMN me I SORRY but that doesn't help I 'm just ranting not making any sense someonetalk to me tell me I silly or crazy no matter how may times i push away and ran please do give up on me help me fix me i don't want this any be like this any more every if i flash a fake smile or laugh go and pin me down a make me talkcuz some where deep down i think i'm still there