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Well 2morow is the day. I tried out 4 this play, Little Shop of Horrors, and the cast list goes up 2morrow. Actually it went up today but it wasnt near finished. Only 2 parts were filled. My girlfreind, Lauren, got the lead, Audrey. She mega pumped...im far from it. Last time we had a play at school, Annie, she got the main character..ummm...i forget her name but she was Warbuck's head assistant. She got so psyiched but when we got close to show time the pressure caught up 2 her. We ended up breaking up. It literally tored my heart to peices. Im the kinda guy who keeps his feelings to himself around strangers, but I couldnt stand it this time. I cryed almost every class, cryed myself to sleep every nite. My friends started to think I was emo cuz i actually did cut myself from the emotional torture my soul was taking. Day in and day out I regret ever doing that but I cant go back now. *sigh* lifes tough. Sometimes I doubt I should even be here any longer. I bring nothing but pain and dissappointment to every1 I care for. Only not-so-good friends can enjoy my company cuz they dont kno me enough...and it should stay that way. Any closer and theyre in for it. Big time. So anyway I tried out for the psycho anti-climactic dentist, Oren. Hes insane, addicted to laughing gas. Anythin will do. I worked lights last time. So thats it for this entry. Cya l8r peeps. xd
 QAceQ · Fri Feb 01, 2008 @ 06:28am · 0 Comments |
