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im bored so yea once again from tokyopop
idk who wrote this but again i can relate to it sorta:

In my final hours

I'll tell you that I love you

I'll tell him that I'm sorry

I'll tell her how I really feel

and I'll tell them about all the mistakes I've made



In my final hours

I'll write a song so beautiful

about birds, flowers, and my love for you

I'll sing it all night long to you and I'll post it around my room

and as I take my life in the solemness of my room

I'll hum the tune



In my final hours

I'll apologize

for all the wrong I've done

all the pain I've caused and for all the hatred I've shared

for all the words I said that should have been kept in

for all the times I hit and punched to let off steam

and as I take my life in the solemness of my room I'll say gomen nasai



In my final hours

I'll show my true feelings

I'll tell all the secrets I keep bottled up inside

and cry all the tears I need to cry

I hate you but I love you

I loved you but now I don't

You love me but only for one thing

and I can't deal with this anymore

my head is constantly spinning as the thoughts run through my mind

maybe I love you

maybe I don't

I'm not sure and I won't let it get me down

well I tried

and as I take my life in the solemness of my room I'll tell things about me that you've never heard pass these lips



In my final hours

I'll tell of all my mistakes

all the people I've kissed

and I wish I never did

every boy I thought I loved and missed them when they went away

or when they were there but not with me but with someone else

all the boys I called my boyfriend

all the times I defied you

all the times I silently cursed you out behind your backs

and all the times I said I hated you when I really didn't

as I take my life in the solemness of my room I'll say all my mistakes and apologize for all

and tell everyone that I've ever met that I love them


intense right? emo
idk even kno why i do this so yea whee
ttyl xd