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Ok So im just sooper confused
So last year i dated this guy named Dave, andI luved him alot
Then our second to last day of skool he breaks up with me , says that we wouldnt get to spend much tiem with each other next year, so we should break up. So we did. Over the summer he asked another girl out, and i heard about it and i got mad, and mailed him bout it blah,blah. Then at the end of the summer a friend of his Paul asks me out. So i say yes and me and Paul date till..September. He had his friend call me and tell me that he didnt feel that 'spark' anymore, next day i find out that he liked another girl and he asked her out. So now its bout 4-5 months later and I know i still having feelings for Dave, although i no he dosent like me the same way any more. (side note: I have a pre-paid fone and i ran out of units 2 weeks ago so i cant read texts that are sent to me, and i got a bunch of them including a number I dotn reconize) So today I log on myspace and one of Pauls friends mails me askin bout what i thought about it. I asked what and it turns out that Paul has been trying to get in contact with because he says he missed me and still liked me. So now im waiting to talk to him on why and Im so ******** confused ><....yea thats my confusion for the day