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Okay, I can't avoid you people forever, so I'll type up another journal entry...

Same ol', same ol' with me. Pool, Zak depression, secret anger against Chelsea, and the lot.
But one more thing...

MY DADDY GOT ME A BOW AND ARROW!!!! <33333333
I'm SO happy!!! Eeee!!! **faints**
Okay, yesterday was July 10th, and I wrote in my diary, and this is what I put...:

'I can't say that I've been feeling the best, lately. Depressed, and stuff. Chelsea's clinging to Zak, and I'm just thinking too much, I guess...
Today went totally up and down, it was like a really bumpy ride. My emotions, I mean. First, I was happy(at Chelsea's this morning), then I was sad(when I was excluded from Zak, Chelsea, and Xavier at the pool), then I was happy(they noticed I was gone and included me again stare ), then I was sad(Zak and Xavier make a fuss about Chelsea leaving, but hardly give a crap when I decide to leave), then I was happy(my daddy got me a bow and arrow!!!), and now I'm sad again...
(15 MINUTE BREAK FROM WRITING)
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Man... I was just bawling. I was listening to 'Tell me Why' by Puff Daddy... and I started thinking of Gramma Clayton...
Anyway... I had decided to take a diet from the most deluctable sweet ever( <3 Zak <3), but it didn't work out so well... sweatdrop xP '

Bleh...

Lookie:
http://www.freewebs.com/animesweetie2/twohalvesofaheart.jpg

Zak liked it. <333 Direct quote:
'I like the pencil one. That s**t looks awesome!'

Teehee. And the other day, I kept throwing my ponytail(for my hair) in the deep end, and I had to keep getting it. He said I was a good diver, 'cause he and Chelsea couldn't get it.

And he rated my first rhyming poem! ^____^ I had said for him to rate it on a scale of one to ten, and he rated it a one and a half(but then he added that zero was the highest and ten was the lowest). wink

Here it is...:

Currently Unnamed

Very frustrating(sp?) is my life,
With all the meaningless confusion and strife.
I try not to see it in all it's glory,
BUt there it goes-- following it's story.
I lead a path that grief seems to religeosly follow,
It makes my life seem so very hollow.
Whenever I try to see things clear,
My mind screams, I cannot hear
What other people have to say,
The reasonings that they send my way.

I think I might edit it a bit later.

Keep in mind, this was all a few days ago. sweatdrop I'm feeling better now.

Well... byebye, now! ^______^

--Riko-chan