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Not me.
One of my best friends, Sarah is now going out with Burrito. I'm fine I guess. It's not like anything more than friendship could have happened between us. Of course I still love him. And he knows how much. I think. We exchange truth or dare emails and he asked me to rate how much I like him out of 10 and I told him 10. He never rates anyone 10. Right now his girlfriend is 9.5. I hope I didn't do anything bad by letting him know how I feel. It's just not me to go ask him out. It's not me to say yes if he were to ask me out so he didn't. I'd say no if he did though, I'd go against everything I believe in and say no because seriously we're in grade 7, it won't last forever. I'd marry him in the future but I wouldn't date him now, if that even makes sense O.o
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Burrito's best friend is really nice and stuff but I don't like him like that. We're friends. Lol yesterday Lime and I went for a walk and then we called him and we talked for like 30minutes. He's really funny and he can always make me smile. But I never smile for anyone the way I do for Burrito. The smile his friend gets is a laughy friendy smile, Burrito's smiles come my heart. I'm smiling right now thinking of him. He means so much to me, it's just so... undiscribable.
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But I'm really happy for him. He's happy, I'm happy. They're both my friends and all that.
A small tribute to Burrito:
I love you. If you need anything from me, it's yours. If you moved you could always expect e-mails, phone calls, and surprise visits. When we grow up and probably go our seperate ways I'll always be your friend. Still if you need anything call me. I'm here. I'll always be here for you. If you died I'd be sitting at your grave at 2 am crying, apologizing for making those stupid mistakes. Wishing you were here. No matter what I wish you were here, even if you're not in my heart you are. You're never not. If you weren't, well this tribute wouldn't existe. I strongly doubt I'll love you this much forever and all but I'll never forget you. Your amazing hair, paralyzing smile, that look on your face when you don't understand something. I just have to say, aslong as you're happy, I wouldn't have it any other way. Maybe some girl may just say words like this and not mean it. But not me. I mean what I say and I hope you understand. I love you. heart
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