Something died in that doll
i hear whispers through this thick fog
in my dreams
i wake up losing myself to the ghost
in the closet
Im laying on my bed watching
silence breaking through
the window
something died in that doll
i stare into her deep frozen eyes,
i shiver to see how her red lips
catches the scream of the day
i turn away wanting to bound myself
beautiful thick curls embraces
the beauty of her face
why is death knocking on my door
does it want to keep me company
in this shallow night
forgive me if i pretend to be
someone im not
forgive me if my laughter
breaks these walls
causing human chaos
forgive me for putting on this mask
every morning
forgive me for crying on the inside
and die every time the sun sets down
forgive me for being so shallow
when my whole entire world
is broken
i hide behind this mask
i break every time
they call me beautiful
i die every time her fingers cling unto
my hips
breaking my only hidden door
i would die just to hear her respire the truth
just for one second of my fragile life
would i want to see the truth
not today will i pass away
you lied to me and
not today will i pass away
i wish i could carry her soul
and trow her into the frozen hole of
unforgiven souls
but how can i bury my own body
something died in that doll, something died in me
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Bred to be stupid and born to be nothing~
They tell us how to dress and teach us to obey but they never heard a word that we had to say