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How would you feel if you thought your mother hated you? I wish I didn't think this way but it is to late. My heart aches for the true love from my mom. I do as much as i can and tolerate as much as i can as well to make her happy, it never seems to be enough. I can never part with and move with my dad because she puts me on a guilt trip. It hurts to think of my mother. Is it wrong to want love from your mom the way I do? She has caused me so much pain but I can not not love her. The emotional scars she has left on me might never fade I just wish they would. I Wait for the day we don't fight. Will someone tell me when that will be?