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Today was very random. Started with my very random pink hat w/ polka-dots. And I was attacked by my friends, who called them "poke-a-dots" crying OWWWW!
I was very disappointed when Foss said we weren't doing Ideal Gas Law today. It's the one concept I can truly say I'm good at. I had to do so many problems, and I had to memorize 4 different R constants for Mr. G back in good ol' Rummel T. And how to convert pressure units from ATM to mmHG and a few other random units. GAH. But I know that stuff so well now.
Fihlman was trying to illustrate a concept and asked if anyone played chess. I was the only one in my class crying I suck at it, but I still play. Anyway, I realized something. Right now, I feel like I'm playing a game of chess against a skilled opponent, and I can only see my half of the board. There's a massive wall hiding the other half. Bloody frustrating.
Hairspray. I'll be glad when it's over mad
The color red, in literature, always symbolizes anger or love, or some passionate emotion, if it's a symbol at all. But to me, that's not what red is. Red is pain. It's ultimate sacrifice. It's torment and anguish. It's not at all positive for me. It can't be. I know more about why I used to do something foolish. It was the redness. It was my reminder of everything. I can't get that feeling out of my head. I almost hate red.
lmao. those friend wheels are so fun. I can find my name so easily, since it's so short xd 8 letters. Even if I'd put my middle name, it would still be short. They're very rainbow-y ^_^
I missed Monk and Psych Friday. Why? b/c my mom didn't check and we watched shows on 3. Which were awful, except for Moonlight, which was on at 7 and I could've watched anyway. But Numbers didn't make sense, and Ghost Whisperer bothered me. It made me a little angry, actually. Like, as soon as the ghost was said "I've got her six" I knew exactly what he was protecting her from. And the end was totally unrealistic. I was seething mad, trying not to yell "That would never happen!" I can't risk my parents getting even a tiny hint about what's going on in my head right now.
My cousin has a neighbor down the street who is absolutely appalled that he doesn't have a girlfriend!!! He's a year younger than me, two grades behind!!! He doesn't need a girlfriend, for crying out loud gonk lmao. I wonder how she'd react if she met me xd She'd be even more appalled by my lack of a boyfriend and my lovely lack of interst in boys xd xd Most girls are like OMG BOYY!!!!! and I'm just like "it's a boy. no big deal. it's not like we're different species or something." I'm only awkward around them b/c I haven't been around guys much lately. lol. Jake's neighbor would have a fit xd I just don't notice guys much.
~nepie
 nepie · Tue Jan 15, 2008 @ 01:34am · 0 Comments |
