for my dearest..
where are you now..?
where is your smile..?
where is your warmth?
where are your "i love you"s..?
where is my someone just for me..?
that night.. it feels so different now..
to you, perhaps not,
but to me..
it seems as though you, too, have placed on a mask
over the smile i fell in love with that day
your promises.. the words you have told me..
they fade
and you do not notice
that i, too, need saving
are you to do it..?
or should everything stay as it is now..?
with you..
i felt so loved.. so easy.. with no worries..
what now..?
not that you know but..
every night..
i lay on in my bed
holding myself
whispering your name
crying myself to sleep
as those thoughts in my head
overpower my senses
.. "where are you.. my adrian..?"
where are you now..?
where is your smile..?
where is your warmth?
where are your "i love you"s..?
where is my someone just for me..?
that night.. it feels so different now..
to you, perhaps not,
but to me..
it seems as though you, too, have placed on a mask
over the smile i fell in love with that day
your promises.. the words you have told me..
they fade
and you do not notice
that i, too, need saving
are you to do it..?
or should everything stay as it is now..?
with you..
i felt so loved.. so easy.. with no worries..
what now..?
not that you know but..
every night..
i lay on in my bed
holding myself
whispering your name
crying myself to sleep
as those thoughts in my head
overpower my senses
.. "where are you.. my adrian..?"
