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I was going through some of Dustin's old clothes just now. I love doing that. It's comforting somehow. It just touches my heart that he was a little boy at one time. That's also why I like to look at his baby pictures and stuff. It goes along with that whole maternal instinct thing. I'm so used to thinking of him as Dustin, my big, strong man, that it's kind of weird. He was such a cute kid. He was happy too- I think. He always looked unhappy in his early childhood because he had some kind of phobia to having his picture taken.

I don't really understand how I could feel such a tender love for my boyfriend. It's really weird, but that's okay. I'd rather have a strange healthy relationship than a "normal" unhealthy one.