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Obviously, you're interested in knowing about me. Here's a bit about me and ym problems lately. I'm not average Ann. Unlike most, yeah, I ahd a father growing up, but he didn't give much of a father figure outlook. My mom and dad divorced after my stepdad came around. Well, they'r still in a divorce area, and my stepdad is still getting divorced. I don't know what a father figure is like, or a family that doesn't ahve serious issues. I don't know what that's like, so I'm envious of everyone with it. I don't know what it's like to not always watch your back in fear someone is going to shoot you, or rape you, or beat you. I hate knowing that I can do absolutely nothing wrong and people I called my friends go behind my back. Where I keep my word to the, they turn there backs, throw a dagger in mine and break it.
I don't trust much of anyone. I have serious trust issues. I've always been betrayed and seemed like I wasn't worthy of anyhting. I give my all for God and my sister. I don't beleive in love and I don't believe in that fact that people try to take this away from me. I've lost almost everything I've ever worked for.
I've beens ingle going on 2 monthes now. I don't trust the male gender. I've always been claimed by them unworthy, not good enough, a waste of their time, or one of the guys. I'm a virgin for these reasons. I can't remember not hateing men.
This is it.
Seriously...
But whatever, let's talk?
 xPlayWithFirex · Tue Jan 08, 2008 @ 04:30pm · 0 Comments |
