Well, its supposed to be a happy time in these still early years, but I am really dreading my birthday tomorrow. Ive got my first day back at college, my boyfriend is working till 6, and I really doubt my father will contact me at all.
The latter is the worst thing, cos I am truely hating him now. All this time he has kept me far from him, and Im gonna snap. Ill tell him where to stick it and to get out of my life, fast.
The last time I saw him, he really hurt my feelings. He practically told me he wished I had never been born, was over-critical on my boyfriend, and even lied to me so he didnt have to spend much time with me over Christmas.
Well, lets see how tomorrow goes, but it could ead to me not being online much anymore...
The latter is the worst thing, cos I am truely hating him now. All this time he has kept me far from him, and Im gonna snap. Ill tell him where to stick it and to get out of my life, fast.
The last time I saw him, he really hurt my feelings. He practically told me he wished I had never been born, was over-critical on my boyfriend, and even lied to me so he didnt have to spend much time with me over Christmas.
Well, lets see how tomorrow goes, but it could ead to me not being online much anymore...
