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Monday, January 07, 2008


Tomorrow / Today
Current mood: stressed
Category: Life

Tomorrow / Today... I have not gone to sleep yet so tomorrow is the official start of the trial. I will even be testifying or so I was told... Who knows they might do that Tuesday or any other day it all depends on the defense lawyers for those retards. Thought I'm not the one on trail my nerves have been shot and I have been saying a lot of things I do not mean. Every day things are stressing me out. That in turn has made me even more quite then I usually am(for any one that knows me thats kind of scary isn't it...) and I have not been writing as much. When this is all over though I will be taking a trip out of town hopefully another hitchhiking trip I would love that. Now for my usual crap...

An innocence not seen
Or unrecognized it seams
They do not know of it
Trusting blindly
A beauty in there folly
Structure to there madness
Feeling unwanted again
Dressed to impress is needless
A vixen lost in her way
Struggling for acknowledgment
Knowing not her own strife
Expanding thoughts
Missing what is before us
And lifting up the weary
Helping unwanted as ourselves
Taken for granted again
Realization a moment away
Yet always out of reach
Forgotten in an instant
To think of beauty in the world

Have fun in your world remember you make it as you go.
(I should take my own advise)