It seems like all my problems begin and end w/ one person. The person that i listened to his CD for the first time today and almost cried bc i hated hearing his voice so much. The simple song made me feel angry and that is something i never!!!! feel. But the lyrics to the songs made me feel nothing but guilt and i culdnt get away from the feeling even tho i new i had done nothing wrong and it wasnt my fault he had made mistakes to big to be looked over. I might have forgiven him but that doesnt mean i ever want to think about him again. I mean he still cuases me pain and i havnt had a real converstion w/ him since i was 11. I wish this guilt wuld go away exclaim exclaim exclaim I feel so lost wen im not in control of my feelings.
soccerhottie101 · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 02:58am · 3 Comments |