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guilt
It seems like all my problems begin and end w/ one person. The person that i listened to his CD for the first time today and almost cried bc i hated hearing his voice so much. The simple song made me feel angry and that is something i never!!!! feel. But the lyrics to the songs made me feel nothing but guilt and i culdnt get away from the feeling even tho i new i had done nothing wrong and it wasnt my fault he had made mistakes to big to be looked over. I might have forgiven him but that doesnt mean i ever want to think about him again. I mean he still cuases me pain and i havnt had a real converstion w/ him since i was 11. I wish this guilt wuld go away
exclaim exclaim exclaim I feel so lost wen im not in control of my feelings.


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  • User Comments: [3]
    Aww...I'm sure you will clear up soon. It takes time for those things. I know how you feel though. Even though you don't know me. cry

    comment Wondera · Community Member · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 03:16am
    im sure you will get over the guilt and get on with everything. and i know your strong enough to get control of your feelings. its sounds like he did something extremely painfull to you.

    comment Blackmage100 · Community Member · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 05:05am
    cry I'm sorry Kara!!! That person doesn't deserve to know you. You are such a good person!!! Be happy!!! cry

    comment Katie37 · Community Member · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 05:05am
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