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I guess I really don't have any choice. It's come down to really close friends and my family, and between anything and my family I will always choose my family. Over all else comes my family. I really hope is able to understand that because I miss all of them so so much, and I want them to know my family. But I will not leave one family member behind. You never leave family behind. I've been struggling so hard with this decision, I've cried, and I'll cry some more trying to get through this. Right now I just want to beg and cry and scream until they listen, but I know it wouldn't help. I'm starting to cry again and I hate it so much. I shouldn't have to choose, and you have no right to try and make me.