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so my two best friends broke up...it took a big toll on both of them.
i know this might sound selfish but its the truth...its also hard on me.
yah its been what three days since they broke up... alittle soon for things to be normal again... but last night they came over to hang out at my place. it was really awkward..for everyone.the jokes that we said to each other that normally we would have laughed extensively at offended us instead. i tried to comfort mez when she just wandered off into the night(literally) but i wanted to be there for lee-dog also...i feel like im being torn in half...mez says i should spend more time with lee-dog but she's hurting to... god...my two best friends dont want to even talk to each other... im like the middleman... always with one or the other never with both...i need to make a schedule...