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Yup. I sure do...I miss Dani a lot. Everytime I get close to calling her, I chicken out. I mean you do not know how many time's I have typed her phone number into my cell phone and just stared at it. One time I got close as to actually pushing the call button...but I ended it even before the first ring.

I mean, I miss her a lot, and I want to talk to her. Tell her all about what's been going on in my life and about what's been up with all of her other friends in Copperas Cove, but I mean. From the very last e-mail she sent me, it sounded to me like she was having a really good time..life..there in Round Rock.

She said that she was going to the mall with her new friends to make a wardrobe update for one of her friends and that she was having a good time. Her boyfriend was being totally cool too, from what she told me...I don't know...I guess, in a way I don't want to ruin this for her. I mean, she hasn't been happy in a long time. She deserves to be happy. Dani NEEDS to be happy. Now that she is, I'm scared that if I call her, everything will end.

In a way, sometimes, I think that I was the reason she wasn't as happy as she COULD be. I mean, yes, I made her happy..but not as happy as she could be. I don't know, I'm a dork.

She never calls me. Half of the blame is her fault. I never call her. The other half is mine. I know now that she wants me to call her. I didn't know that. Dani: I had no clue that you felt I never call you, and that you are the one to always call me. I'm sorry. So sorry.

I'm going to call her sometime this week. I'm actually going to push the call button and let it ring. Then I'm going to tell Dani everything about me. Afterwards I want to hear everything about her. Maybe our old friendship died. But that doesn't mean we can't make a new one.

ANYWAY! Besides that! I can't make a journal entry so sad! and intimate! I gotta make it.... neutral ....um.... confused ....cool? sweatdrop ....YEAH~~!!!! razz That's right. COOL. scream

I went to this HUMONGO MALL in Houston. It's called the Galleria. It's so freakin' awesome! I could write a novel about how awesome it is. That place is GREAT~!!!! I love it. Me encanta mucha!!!!! heart

...Then I went to BURGER KING. Me encanta mucha!!! heart I got me a number 8!!!! Me encanta mucha!! heart And a COKE!!! ....that's alright. blaugh

Okay, well I'm going to go now because Voy el bano. (That -n- needs a squiggly line on top of it but I don't know how to do that so I'm going to put that note in right here that it needs a squiggly line. biggrin )