12/22/07 time:12:18am.
Dear V.Journal,
To day I went skating with Melliss, I saw so many hot guys, its not even funny. But I have a boyfriend, his name is Nathan. I never get to see him and we hardly talk. People tell me I should end it, but I don't want to. Am I falling in love with him?I don't know?I'm so lost in memories, and I'm lost in my thoughts, I can't even find my own self. I feel like I'm souronded by a big, dark, black sea. All there is, is black. I'm all alone, but when I can be with Nathan, I can see a little white light around me, when I'm not with him, it desapears and I can't see my self any more. I'm back in that big,dark, black sea, all alone.
-Noel
