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December 30, 2007
Since we'd have to leave the condo in the morning, this would be our last chance to do anything private. At least for a while. So we decided this was the night to do it. I was scared though. He put on a condom but I told him not to put it in right away. I was afraid to do it right away, so I told him to just rub it against the outside at first. Well, we never got any farther than that because he orgasmed within a minute or two of doing that. I was kind of relieved, but kind of disappointed at the same time. I can't explain it. I'm glad that I turn him on so much that that's all it takes. But I know we're not going to get another chance like that now for a long time. Who knows when, really. x_x I'm wondering if we should have done this sooner, but I was so nervous about the whole thing that I wouldn't quite let him. Everytime I thought I would, I backed out of it. So, in short, I almost had sex, but not quite. I think I'm still a virgin, because it didn't actually go in, but it did touch me there. Still I wouldn't quite consider what we did to be sex. Anyway, the next morning, we had to wake up early and leave. I fell asleep on the couch at the house, I think Kaz did too. It was too early in the morning to stay awake. That afternoon we left to go to the other condo. The one we have to share with my parents. Oh joy. How fun. Not. I just know this is going to be a pain. My grandparents are staying in a hotel nearby, and that's where we are now. It's the only place we can get online, so I'm glad they got a hotel.
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