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July 1, 2005
My aunt showed me how to stitch this thing today... It's a cat sitting on top of a computer but I've only done a tiny bit of it, she helped me with it. I got online and played with Rico for a while, then Kaz did. That game lags too much. Well I made a chat and invited everyone and Ivy didn't come. I just offhandedly made a comment about how Ivy was complaining that she wasn't getting invited or something so I was making sure she always got invited, and how even when I invite her, she doesn't come. So Jon said she probably only came when Ralph comes. I don't know if that's true but it kind of seems true, and it annoyed me, so this is what I said: "Oh you know what makes me mad. She always complained when me and Kaz huggled and kissed and did stuff in the chat. But she does the same crap with Ralph now. I'm getting sick of those two." Which was true. Whenever me and Kaz were doing anything like that she'd get annoyed and say something, sometimes even leave the chat. Out of being polite I never did that kind of thing to her, even though it bothered me when she did it, mostly because Kaz wouldn't let me do it with him. Jon just decides to show Ivy what I said, I don't even know why, so of course Ivy gets pissed at me and says this: "Yeah, real nice, Vicki. You're going to let this get in the way of our friendship now? Show's how nice of a friend you are. So what if I'm kissing and hugging him - put up with it. I put up with you doing it. At least I told you that it bothered me instead of having to talk to people about it behind my back". The thing is I was putting up with it. That's why I never said anything to either of them. It wasn't Jon's business to do that. The whole reason I never asked Ralph out back before he and Ivy were together was because I knew Ivy liked him and I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Now Jon just went and ruined it anyway. I should have just tried to beat her to it. Since it doesn't matter now and they both don't like me. Jon had the nerve to invite Ralph after that. I kicked him out because I knew someone would tell him about it and I didn't want him to start in on this crap too. I don't even know what to say to Ivy. I don't even feel like bothering. What's the point? I don't think she'll be less mad at me no matter what I say. I can't deal with people that are mad at me. So I'm just not going to answer. I feel like telling her how I was trying to save our friendship by not trying to go out with Ralph, but I think that would make her even more mad, if she knew I liked Ralph. Of course I wouldn't doubt that she knows that now too. And Jon said something to Ralph because he said something about me. I just hate everyone. I'm sick of them all. They obviously don't need me as a friend.
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