Do you ever want to be held on so tightly that its imposible to get away?
Yet at the very same time, don't even want to be touched?
Ever want to be with someone more than life?
But if you were with them, you'd probably just push them away?
Want to be loved?
Long to be that one special person?
The person that someone would die for?
The person that is most important to them?
Yet, you don't want there love?
You don't deserve it?
You should be hated by them?
Part of you is screaming "love me" while the other part is screaming "hate me"?
You hurt to much to be dead?
But you don't feel alive?
You don't want to be dead?
But nor do you want to be alive?
You feel like you are as fragil as glass?
But that little glass shard is to strong to break?
You want to fall?
But you can stand to not be standing?
i saw this in the journal of X_Vodka Slurrz
and i'm reposting it
Yet at the very same time, don't even want to be touched?
Ever want to be with someone more than life?
But if you were with them, you'd probably just push them away?
Want to be loved?
Long to be that one special person?
The person that someone would die for?
The person that is most important to them?
Yet, you don't want there love?
You don't deserve it?
You should be hated by them?
Part of you is screaming "love me" while the other part is screaming "hate me"?
You hurt to much to be dead?
But you don't feel alive?
You don't want to be dead?
But nor do you want to be alive?
You feel like you are as fragil as glass?
But that little glass shard is to strong to break?
You want to fall?
But you can stand to not be standing?
i saw this in the journal of X_Vodka Slurrz
and i'm reposting it
