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I don't know why I am still alive yesterday I had 2 call 911 because my stepfather coulnd't breathe had a fever and he is a smoker,ect.
Dude I am thinking about moving up to my grandmomma I cant take this s**t anymore.
******** Nic I love him so much I must kill him to know how much. So I finally delted him. I can't take this s**t no more. ..
why do you have to breathe be in pain not injoying life and ******** DYING!!!???
So yea whatever I hate me x-mas and newyears my stepfather be in the hosptial and my brothers in heaven the hell with my stepbrothers most likey just up and leaving again. My little sister and my mom and I are moving away from this s**t. And to find out my father (I thought was my real daddy) wasn't the man who has raped me since I was 5 years old is not my FATHER!!! so It is coming down to me, my sister, and my mother no one else self inpembent. Cant forget my 2 pups so Happy me!
Sometimes I wish I can be in someone elses shoes and they be in mine to understand what I am going throw. But it is all good I am living my life so HELL WITH ALL THE BAD s**t!
IT CAN KISS MY a**!!!