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I'm always bad,
I don't do anything right,
I know that.
That's why,
That's why,
That's why,
He released me.

From what I gather,
He'll never be loyal,
not to anyone,
If I were to disappear,
In a month's time I'd be forgotten.

But I'm standing here,
but it takes all my strength....
not to fall.
Fall to my knees,
and cry.

I'm not that kind of girl,
I won't cry anymore.
I'll stand strong,
I have another chance,
with someone else so I'll smile,
because he is so loyal.

He gives me the chance I need,
he never broke my heart,
but I broke his,
once.

But I will fix that,
and he fixes my heart too,
he's done it before,
and I'll let him do it again.

There will always be one side,
one side of me hidden from veiw,
buried under dirt, sand, and land.
The box that opened, is closed again.

But I'm better off this way,
cuz I'm more whole,
I'm always calmer around him.
I'm always sweetest with him.

I am always me more with him.
He always protects me,
slightly possesive,
but I don't care.

Cuz he is always mine.

I was bored............and I needed to get some stuff out....though it failed miserably....I'm still miffed. =.=