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December 28, 2007
Last night was, I dunno... Weird. We ended up taking a shower together, which I felt kind of weird about, but after that, he wanted sex. And I still haven't made up my mind about that yet. So I didn't want to. I think it pissed him off. And then he was getting mad at me about ruining his things or something. His comb and his computer. Because I was touching them. So I went in the bedroom and shut the door so I could be away from him, and I ended up falling asleep. I woke up I don't know how much later, and went to brush my teeth. He was still up. It was like 3:30 AM. I went back and tried to sleep again and couldn't for a while. At 4:00 AM he was still up. I fell asleep and then woke up a few hours later, and he hadn't come to bed. So I went and looked and he was sleeping on the couch. Which kind of pisses me off as well. Like he's not going to sleep in the bed if I don't have sex with him. WTF. I went back to sleep and woke up later and got online. He was still asleep on the stupid couch. He must have stayed up way late. Figures. So it was hours before he was up and when he did wake up I didn't talk to him for most of the day. Why should I when he's being like that? And it was raining so we were stuck inside with nothing to do. But in a way that's better than having to go somewhere boring. Because everywhere here is boring. I'm starting to wish I could have stayed home for Christmas, and Kaz could have just stayed at my house again. The only reason I like to come here is for snow and skiing. Of which there has been neither this year. I've already written off coming here in the summer because it just sucks in the summer. Now I've pretty much lost reason to come in the winter either. I hope I can get out of it next year. I'm glad Kaz was able to come this time because I would have gone crazy from the boredom but with how Kaz gets he's not always much help, like today. Being a jerk and all. He decided to do laundry because we're running out of clothes, but we had no detergent so we had to ask my mom to bring some. So of course, like always, they stuck around here for as long as they could. I finally got rid of them. Then, a little later when we went to try to do the laundry, the washer wouldn't start or something. So we had to call them again and they had to come here and figure out what was wrong with it. So they stayed here again. Even longer. Just made themselves at home in front of the TV. It annoys me. They embarrass me in front of Kaz and my mom tries to whisper to me to ask me if anything is wrong or whatever. I think she's trying to get at whether I've had sex or not. Which pisses me off even more. Because I wouldn't tell her either way. It isn't her business. So they stayed during the whole time the washer was going, adn then the dryer. And insisted on finishing watching the TV. When that was over they finally left. My mom tried to buy even more time over here though, asking if we wanted her to make pizza for us. We can do it ourselves. Luckily Kaz wasn't hungry and I really wasn't either. So we got rid of her. So we finished all the clothes and hung them in the closet, we played stuff on the DS, and Kaz has been nicer, but I still don't really know what to do because I feel like anything I do might piss him off. I'm afraid to get cuddly or touchy with him because he'll get mad about sex again. So I'm really bored. We made the pizza and ate it, and now I don't really know what to do for the rest of the night.
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