Wow, it's been almoost 4 months sinec I last enter my jouranl.
Anyways, last night my youth group from church went to Christmas in the Park. Man was it cold. Pia brought her boyfriend along and so did Ellen. Ace should of brought his future girlfriend with him. And poor Roselle, her boyfriend is in L.A. Damn, I'm the only one in the group who doesn't have a boyfriend........Oh WELL. No guy is worthy enough to steal my heart.
First we went to eat. I forgot where though. I was to hungry to think. Jannlynh didn't want to eat and I told her i'll pay for her. My parents gave me $30 to spend. Roselle and Jannlynh share food but she ate like a mouse.
Instead of skating Roselle, Ace and I went looking for Mount Pleasant's tree. We walked around for like 15 minutes. We saw every other high's tree but Ace and mine, Mount Pleasant. Roselle laughed at our school. Ace was told that it was yellow. We saw some yellow but none was Mount Pleasant.
Afterwards we went on rides. Roselle and I got an unlimited ride wrist band. We bought one for Ace to so he'd go on the rides with us. We first went on the farist (sp) wheel. It went a little faster than normal farist wheels. The dude forgot to let us out so we ended up going again. Ace was like "Let us out!" Roselle and I just laughed.
I know that it seems like I had fun but I didn't. I don't why but I was depress. Everyone kept asking me if I was okay and I keep saying yes. When Pia hugged me to comfort me I felt like crying and I didn't know why. Ace told them to not to worry so much about me. He know's I'm like that alot and that I tend to be a loner. He should know since we go to school together and the others don't see me as much as Ace does.
I don't know why but every since high school I've been depress more often. I keep to myself and stay quiet even if I am with friends.
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