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It seems as though i'm actually getting people to read my journal? Not that I mind it I'd just like people to actually leave comments like "wtf?" or "i hope you realize that you're just plain stupid and crazy" or something to the point where i know i'm not the only one who has this thought or went through it before.
-_-'
oh well anyways back to the subject of popular
I never really had a relationship before my most current one, but i have now noticed people are like moths to a light. Some how gained a "slave" that i never intended to obtain, friends are coming from so many different directions it makes me feel like i'm a top, and yet i honestly don't know why.

For the few (most) that don't know me irl here is my appearance:
225 pounds (actually lost 5 pounds over the holiday)
5'11
dark brown hair and blue eyes
I'm 18 from Pittsburgh, PA

now then knowing all of this in my head (fyi i lack self confidences and most people call me modest) I honestly wonder why people come by flocks.

If someone knows the answer please give it to me cause my wondering mind will not rest until i find out