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Well, lets see. Today and yesterday was so MUCH fun. *note the sacasim* I got to

sit in the Emergency Room all day this morning..and all night last night. *sighs* Its

getting annoying..but at least there is people. I don't seem to be talking to that

many people these days, they are either working lots and lots..or..ignoring me

crying Who knows why..but yeah. My life is just one thing after another. I met my ex-

boyfriends, ex-girlfriend yesterday though..there was quite a mix up *Laughs* but

we got it settled..and we get along pretty well. Lets see..hmm I just got off the

phone with Delilah, and that good..and one of my friends..who was ignoring me..is

talking to me again. Which is great..now if ONLY Chels will call..everything will

be...greaty-o. So..how is life treating everyone else? OMG! I wrote a piece of

poetry..and I really love it!! Its on of my best I believe. Here..Ill show it to you so

you can understand what I am talking about.

June 4, 2005
Love To The Very End

I love you, don't you see
You look around, you look at me.

Your eyes are yearning
Our hearts are churning.

I walk away, a tear slips free
As he grabs my hand, "You belong to me!"

My face tuns to look at him,
My back to you and on a whim,

You grab my hand, "She belongs to me!"

Now I'm in the middle, what do I do?
How can I choose between you two?

One has my heart, the other my soul
I wonder how this shall unfold

As he grabs me once again,
You say to me, "I shall love you to the very end."

I cry, I fall to the ground,
My heart breaks, I stare around.

People walk by, as if nothing took place
As if my emotions weren't set a race.

Between my love for both of you
I finally realize what is true.

Once again he grabs me away
And you look at me, your pain on display

They would always tell me, love who your with
I realize that's just a myth

For you can date whomever you choose
But only one love will ever be true

So I turn to my boyfriend, with a sad face to show
"I care for you, for this I know,

"I love only him." I point to you
"When I'm not with him, my heart is blue,

Though I care for you, I'm in love with him,
You love me for now, but he'll love me to the end."

I watched as his hands let me go, slowly I walked away
I grab onto you, our love is displayed.

Well..maybe it is not my best..but I really like the story line/plot that it has going

on. Anyways if you don't like it..too bad really..but I think those who have actually

been in the experience would like it..maybe..but then again, I don't know. I have

never actually been in that kind of experience *laughs* Well..nothing really left to

say so..Ill talk to you all later. Wish me luck with life. And I cross my fingers for

yours.