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some time i wonder if i should have really gotten back together with my boyfriend.. Im just afraid he's going to hurt me again.. and i know he is too.. I love him so so much but im really wondering whats going to happen. I dont really trust him or any guy anymore.. im just tired.. tired of getting hurt.. i wish i could leave but i cant cause well i know i can be happy and im waiting for that.. Im surprised actually.. there are so many times i want to cut myself but i dont.. Andy came up and that made me so happy, Dan was here too... their very nice to me.. i wonder why everyone cant be nice... Im hurting.. i feel it.. at the time im at the point of tears and i dont even know why.. i geuss they were right im just a sad person...