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Chris I have my reasons for not wanting Kaz to talk to certain people. If he'd not talked to some of them, I think we'd still be together. My cousin Alex was finally home today, so me and her went shopping. I got a new shirt and pants and stuff. That was good because I needed pants. We rented a movie and then came back. She left after that though and still hasn't come home, so I don't even know when we'll watch it. She is always out somewhere. It's really boring here. I saw a bunny in the yard. It's so weird seeing bunnies and fireflies and stuff, you don't see those kinds of things where I live. But we have other things at home like armadillos and raccoons. Kaz was a real jerk today. He had acted like he would help me with that game and he didn't and made up excuses about it and got off. I'm sick of him not answering his phone either. He would make things easier for himself if he would just answer. I still don't know what to tell Josh. I'm so bad at breaking up with people. I always feel bad about it. I shouldn't, guys screw me over all the time so I don't know why I always hesitate to do it to them first. He hasn't talked to me today but last time he talked to me he said he loved me and all that crap. I don't love him, and I'm sick of his stupid immature crap he always does.