I'd like to tell you how I feel but I don't trust it as much as I like you. you told me about her and my blood boiled. you liked me first and I'm sorry that I told you that I didn't like you cause right now its almost the complete oposite. I guess I owe her a thank you because with out her I'd live longer with out telling you. I'd like to get it out there and hold nothing back but because I can't I'll just hold it here till I can get it to you. I wish I could have got it over with back then but with out this I can't find out how I feel. this isn't my first time wrighting a note for you. when I was 7 I did and I didn't even know you. I miss you alot and this is the first time I'll admit it to my self completly that I like you. and he has her heart. I'm really confused and I can't tell if I want to be your friend or more. But is it really up to me? you did hurt me but I did hurt you too so does that make us even? your older now but still you saw past what I was. I know I'm not a poet, I know I'm not that great but I'd become anything if that whould make you mine. I know this isn't my style and I know this doesn't seem like me but I like you so much I don't know whats in my head. I'm really confused and I'm losing my courage every word that I say so I'm gonna try and not think of the things that will happen if you not feeling the same. It might be just a crush but that doesnt stop me now does it? I'm swollowing my fear and swollowing the coward inside of me. I met you when I was 8 and I know I'm still very young but I still like you alot. first crush thats lasted this long. what does this make me and you? Dear do you still think of me like you use to? I guess I have to give up I guess you love her more. I guess its all good bye when I send you this letter. if you hate me after this I don't really care cause then you'd think of me even if you still didn't care.
Lovelessxx00 Community Member 
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