there are plenty of things i miss about bill. sure he's cute and handsome and a girl charmer. but there was so much more that, that was good about him besides his looks. so much more. he was funny at the right time. he asked what was wrong in the right tone so you knew he was serious. he defended your honor and you in general. if someone got in your face, he'd wouldn't hesitate to get in between and kick there sorry disrespectful a**. hmm. yeah. i really did like him. i knew it wasn't just like. he grew on me the more i spent time with him. his smell and the form of his body when we hugged. his hair and they way it brushed my face when we kissed. his strength, very admirable, but not hard enough to hurt you. his arms could fit perfectly around anyones body. His eyes, a sheer, clear blue. but the thing was, his eyes weren't just a blue. everyone liked to describe his blue eyes as like, as blue as the sky or as blue as water. in my mind i was like, well the sky always changes color, it can be bright blue or pink or orange or deep blue or even close to black. if the sky was black, how could you compare his eyes to the sky now? then there was the water comment. well in truth water is clear. his eyes are an unscrible blue. they were it's own color. i was so tired of hearing such unoriginal statements. his eyes were in word, the best way to describe it was- light like the first soft feathers of a blue jay baby bird. but dark with a past the gleamed in and around them. his eyes were always glazed with compassion, but a sense of, if he went to far, the fear that he might get hurt, kind of hint to them. For what i have heard from books and other people, they say that a persons eyes can tell a story. well i greatly disagree with that. it's wrong in my opinion. a perons eyes can not only tell a short story, but there life story. where they've been, what there like, the way they think, what they've experienced and most of all the pain of a tragity. i can always see that in a persons eyes. tragity. it something that no can hide for too long. some you can see right away. others, they hide it well but soon they accidently slip and you see the hurt in there eyes from a statement or something like that. it's a gift, i think i have. to be able to read them in there eyes. to see, even if they jest with you and leave you feeling bad, you could read there eyes and know they want to say there sorry and that they were wrong, but they can't for some reason all of their own.
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