WHY DO I SUCK?!?!?!
Oh my god! It happens EVERY TIME!!
*beats head against brick wall*
So Sam broke up with me, in case no one knows. Which you probably do, since everyone talks to other people. And he's probably going to comment on this or whatever.
*deep breaths, deep breaths*
Anyways, yeah, today turned out to be a really, really SUCK-TASTIC day. Ugh. Okay, so today we had a 2 hour delay for school. And I am SO glad I didn't have those extra two hours, or I think I might have tried killing myself.
But not ACTUALLY killing myself. That would really suck.
So anyways, one I left the house, my day went downhill. I realized I had reached that... time of the month. Not really anyone's business, but that's just how my day started.
When I got to school, Sam broke up with me. I wasn't really all that upset at first, but I think I was still in shock. I cried for a while when I got home. He said he had a reason, but at the time, he 'forgot what it was'. So that was item #2.
Then later, in English, my 'demonstration' project on decorating sugar skulls, which I had been ready to do since last Thursday, was found CRUSHED in the bottom of my backpack, unable to be of any use to me. I now have to figure out, plan, and ready another project by tomorrow afternoon. So there's #3.
And throughout the day, people kept asking me 'How are you and Sam doing?' and 'What's up? How are you and Sam?' and I just wanted to turn around and scream at them.
But I didn't. Because I'm retarded, and I keep things bottled up in my head until I get so upset and freaking depressed I can't focus anymore.
Soooooooooo yeah. My day was crap today.
