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Zak got back today... I would tell you what happened, but...

I dun wanna talk about it. crying </depressed>

I wanna cry my eyes out, but I... I can't... It's so wierd.

Hint hint: Half of the situation:

Zak's hot for Chelsea.
Chelsea's hot for Zak.
I'm hot for Zak.
Zak likes me... a little.
Truth or Dare got more of the truth than Kelsey(me) wanted to hear.
Zak's probably gonna ask Chelsea out.
When that happens, I probably WILL be able to cry... probably.

**sigh** I saw Conner today, too. It was fun. We got to see his little... err... rabbit/squirrel thing. whee It was called a Chinccilla(chinchilla). I dunno if that's how you spell it or not. whee It's name is ChinChin. 4laugh That's so cute.

But... first, Chelsea was obsessing over Conner, and now she's obsessing over Zak-- right in front of me. When she's told me SO many times that she would NEVER get in the way of Zak and my oh-so-slim chances with him... But I know she doesn't mean it... But I'm so confused...

And whenever I just kinda ignore her when she does talk about Zak, she says, "Kelsey, you're supposed to be my best friend. I wanna be able to talk to you." Well, she's supposed to be MY best friend, and she shouldn't bring it up if she knows it hurts me that bad to talk about it. stare gonk

Just a few of the many reasons why I wish I could go back to the care-free year of fifth grade... **sigh** crying

But... Truth or Dare also got me a few kisses... so I can at least sleep, I guess... <3