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crying More reality checks for Riko-chan. gonk Now I've realized that Zak probably doesn't like me more than a friend. He was probably just afraid to hurt me when he said that he liked me a little instead of telling me the truth(he doesn't like me)... **sigh** crying

But... all this time away from him, I think I'm getting a little over him.

Quote from Ashanti:

'See, my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin' while I'm with you
And though my heart can't take no more,
I keep on runnin' back to you.'
Another(still from Ashanti)
'(You) Got me afraid to let my love go
Is it my heart that I should follow?
Got me afraid to let myself go
Got me scared of you...'

... Maybe I'm just thinking too much...
On a lighter note, I spent the night at Chelsea's last night. It was fun. Surprisingly, we had a lot of that fun with her mom. surprised Her mom's awesome. She was funny, too. whee She was, like, cursing at the TV when she was playing Harvest Moon. xD She was only playing, though. lol

Since I haven't been drinking all that much water, it tastes funny when I DO drink it. neutral

Swimming practice was SO degrading. After about swimming two laps, Miss Emily(the coach) sent me over with the little kids to practice race starts. stressed I was best there. And we practiced flip-turns, which I did on my FIRST practice.

It's so wierd.......... Zak's on my mind ALL THE TIME now. It's freaking me out. He's GOT to expect a glomp and a smack when I see him again... I'm still mad at him... stressed He didn't even TELL me he was leaving!!!