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I just exploded at Dustin. I feel so bad. But he keeps saying that he would give his life for me and that upsets me because I don't want him to ever die and go where I can't reach him. And when he says that it just upsets me. Because men often die before women do anyway. Chances are he's gonna die first when we get old. I just hate thinking about it. He's my life. I want him to be with me always. That's selfish, but I'm only human, I can't help it.