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a miracle happened last night (no joke),I had a good dream....no death,no one trying to kill me....no friends to haunt me....it was happy......it's been a long time since that has happened.
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I don't know what I was thinking....I thought I was over this,guess thats why I whent to that file were I keep most of the emails she sent.....it's funny...I really thought I was over this but I couldn't read one paragraph without crying *sigh*...I'm so weak.....I had to pretend to be asleep so they wouldn't ask questions....I've done that so many times that I even believe it sometimes....I couldn't use the "I'm sick excuse" again 'cause I used that one not too long ago....different reason as to wh I was crying that time sweatdrop (can we say pathetic?thats the only thing that I can think of that descrives me),I'm sure I forgot to remind my parents of something.....can't think of what it is right now but it was important.....this is getting annoying...what was it.....oh well,I'll remember latter (I hope),I know it was important.
 yamiruri · Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 03:01pm · 0 Comments |
