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3nodding

so, as i go back to practice today gonk i'm happy that i got to waste a lot of energy without getting a crap surprised . lol *cramp

i need to do situps..but i'm hexa lazy. that's why i don't have a beautiful ab, and have a fabulous flab.. xd nothing but my legs really get worked out. for.... in P.E. ...every day, just ike 15-30min of play, then dress, and leave. barely anything. no push ups, no nothing. and if there's physical testing...i'll be so weak in the spring...i'll do at least 10 push ups maximum. xp one day..i'll have a car, with that job and gym membership, where i can flee to the library, and actual silent place not containing my laptop to be distracted by. 3nodding i can't wait. over the summer..maybe i can like...work out..hahaha. SURE..lol. i can just walk to the gym with someone in in the afternoon after practice...and shazam!! i got abs and arms. blaugh xd

yeah, i'm a person that cares for what i -----scratch that-----i'm concience to waht i look like, i obsess over these evil zits, afraid of having my dad's funky shaped face skin thing... sweatdrop and being short! NEVER...i know, i'm growing, but hey...I WANA GROW NOW. lol. but then, when i'm an old fart around 100yrs old...i'll be like "s**t...i wish i was one of those slow growing midgets in middle school" whee no offence to them now.
"Late BLoomers" as they are. all pretty faced when i look like i just had a face surgery and they both failed when i'm around 40. xd i do wash my face..i do eat...DECENTLY [not much vegetables or fruits, but hey,i get by]...i need more calcium to...but...

BUT...in the winter, i feel like a blob...and i ..DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL!!!! I JUST SIT THERE...eat..watch tv...barely hw...and bleh. lol. maybe i'll go pee pee and eat LATER...iono. whatver. ahah.

HAPPY B-DAY TO "BABY D2" on gaia. la la she's 15 now..so old....hahah. of course, she's not compared to those people turning 16 next year in january *cough cough --- cheryl, cat ---davin in february ..which ate[h] frances/cesel and kuya patrick sad I'M SO YOUNG, YET SO UGLY LOOKING OLD.lol

NEVER MAKE ME POSE. i look like my neck is extended, cuz i'm trying to kil that fat under my chin [which doesnt really exist anymore...but it's like i believe it's there as if i were anorexic]. i load myself with carbs, and water like any athlete [hopefully they do]..

LA LA..i'm done *runs away*