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More and more I keep thinking about how lucky I am to have such a good guy. He's not abusive to me at all, he buys me stuff, he's just as obsessed with me as I am with him, and he isn't a criminal. He protects me from the other guys. I probably would have been kidnapped or raped or something if it weren't for him. Since I started going out with him, other guys are kind of scary. Before, I didn't ever think about it. But Dustin is making me more and more aware of my developing body and others reactions to it. And I've also learned more about guys and what they think about girls. It's kind of scary, but I feel safe with him. I love it when he just holds me to his chest and I'm safe in his arms. 4laugh heart heart