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Jealousy I'm not jealous! I can't be jealous! He practically loves anyone but me. No I am not jealous. I'll force my feelings for his happiness. Yes. I don't care that I love him, as long as he's happy... I'm happy too. Why wouldn't I be? I mean he's just so great, how dare I even consider my feelings above him! His life matters more than mine... I have to remember, Im not really pretty and my breasts aren't that big so why would he like me. It doesn't matter because he does what he wants and I just stand in the distance admiring him. Loving him. Wanting to be his. But I cant and never will be his. Im his friend. Just a friend. I'm happy because thats what he views me as. My purpose in life, hold back my tears, anyone who dares make him cry can just ******** off, and I'll just be there for him. Yeah, thats perfectly fine for me. Who am I to tell him how to feel. I'll be huddled in my corner and cry. That's just fine because I'm not jealous.

Posted by: -Craz ii 4 l3- Mon Nov 26, 2007 @ 02:25am

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