Yeah so.
As always I ******** things over.
Last night I was left to think while Paul was sleeping cos he's sick.
And well. I wound myself up.
Thinking about all thats happened between us.
And then I just well exploded. Resulting in dumping him.
So yeah stuff happened.
And then we sort of got better.
I still have no idea what we're gonna do.
We both love eachother, want to be together.
But I don't wanna be in the way of his relationship with his mother.
But I have grown to hate her..
One of the main reasons for last night..
So. Today I went to his to try and talk and sort it all out on what we can do.
But I just don't know. I have to some howblock her out =/
But instead we watched TV and messed about.
It was nice. And tonight he maybe coming over.
But I'm confused. I did it myself.
I've dumped him last night.
But I'm not sure if we're together?
I mean. We've acted like we are.
But nothing has been said of it?
As always I ******** things over.
Last night I was left to think while Paul was sleeping cos he's sick.
And well. I wound myself up.
Thinking about all thats happened between us.
And then I just well exploded. Resulting in dumping him.
So yeah stuff happened.
And then we sort of got better.
I still have no idea what we're gonna do.
We both love eachother, want to be together.
But I don't wanna be in the way of his relationship with his mother.
But I have grown to hate her..
One of the main reasons for last night..
So. Today I went to his to try and talk and sort it all out on what we can do.
But I just don't know. I have to some howblock her out =/
But instead we watched TV and messed about.
It was nice. And tonight he maybe coming over.
But I'm confused. I did it myself.
I've dumped him last night.
But I'm not sure if we're together?
I mean. We've acted like we are.
But nothing has been said of it?
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