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All...I have to say is you have entered a crazy person's journal...beware........
Suicide
I guess trying to kill myself today in the afternoon wasn't a good idea. xp

Yes, I, tried to kill myself today by taking too many Advil pills. I only took 4 pills though, thank my sanity that I only took 4.

I'll tell you what happened today, my mother was killing my self-esteem and emotionally abusing me. I wanted to die, so I took the pills.

Now think about this, I was either going to take pills or slit my wrist. So I chose the easier way for me.

It's a good thing that taking 4 Advil pills does nothing. If it didn't I wouldn't be here.

Anyways, trying to take my life today has made me realize how stupid I am at times...and how I'm just not wanted.

Life is great.

Forever yours,
--April

P.S. I love you all.






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vendion Gear
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commentCommented on: Sun Jun 19, 2005 @ 03:14am
stare I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, and if you do kill yourself i'll be there making you wish that you hadn't done that becouse i can. jk about the stalking you in the afterlife thing, but don't kill yourself.


commentCommented on: Sun Jun 19, 2005 @ 05:33am
Brecker
AprilSky. You have the potential to be really hot to me. You make green look good. I'll be with you. wink


Read the quote, the guy that wrote that was really nice.

Thanks, vendion!



AprilSky
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ampathy
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 02:07am
eek who said you arent wanted?! mad heart


commentCommented on: Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 02:15am
let me just say....UR A ******** IDIOT FOR EVEN TRYING!! NOT TO MENTION U DID THAT WHEN U KNEW THAT ME AND RIA WOULD BE DEVISTATED...along with the rest of ur freinds and family



Bakurachan14
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AprilSky
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commentCommented on: Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 08:56pm
Glad to know you care... stare


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 02:19pm
April... that's incredible. I'm glad that you're still alive...

And you're in my opinion NOT an idiot for even trying. stare



CardHock
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spookykoopas
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commentCommented on: Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 11:51pm
Mm. Advil pills. That'll work. You shouldn't have let me see this. Me is getting horrific ideas. Still, glad you're still alive.


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 31, 2005 @ 07:05pm



Made In Holland
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