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He hurts me so bad, and he just decided to give up... Here's the convorsation. MY s/n there is "crotch_kiss" and he is "iceman33366". The parts about my friend Dan aren't true... I do really like him, but I was saying different because I don't want Mike to leave me forever.

crotch_kiss (10:39:03 AM): Hey, Mike, we have to talk... It's just something that's been bugging me. I feel like you don't really like me more than a friend. Like you agreed to go out with me because it gets me off your back. And another thing that' bugging me. Just because I'm 12, doesn't mean anything. Everytime I say something a normal 12 y.o. doesn't say doesn't mean you can like... Say something like it was the end of the world. My age is only a number, because I'm way different from 12 year olds, so don't even think of my age when we talk, because it's annoying how I'm condoned for being that age. ...Oh yeah. Call me later =D. <3 Kass
iceman33366 (1:15:58 PM): hey look im done with everything with this with ur sister with everything u have feeling for some dude name dan cause i heard about the poem and u have beth so i mean u dont need me ******** no one needs me so if u need me ill be in a hole in the ground somewhere if u get my drift im srry but i can deal with ne thing of this ne more next year ill be seeing all my old friends again so ill be happy till then i will just suffer with all this so dont respond to the message cause i will not respond back im srry for everything if i hurt u its just i cant live with ne thing im giving up on relationships and everything else GoOdByE fOrEvEr signed Michael Barth .S tell ur sister she got what she wanted she all wanted her way with everything and tell her congrats she pushed me away like she wanted
crotch_kiss (1:16:52 PM): Are you talking to her right now? Pleeeease reply
iceman33366 (1:17:07 PM): ******** no
crotch_kiss (1:17:16 PM): What's wrong? I'm sorry that I did anything
crotch_kiss (1:17:26 PM): What happened? I heard her yelling
crotch_kiss (1:17:55 PM): And let me clear up the Dan thing. Dan is only a friend I have, Jesus Christ. Katt prolly told you about him
crotch_kiss (1:18:34 PM): Mike, please talk to me
crotch_kiss (1:20:36 PM): Michael, before I wasn't yelling at you, I was just saying something to get it off my back and so you'd know I didn't like it. Beth and Dan are only friends. Nothing's going on between me and Beth, and Dan lives far away. I'm only joking with him, nothing serious. Mike, you mean a lot to me. You are one of like.. Three I've ever opened up to, don't be upset, talk to me, please.
crotch_kiss (1:24:08 PM): Mike. Please.
crotch_kiss (1:28:19 PM): Mike, what did I do?
crotch_kiss (1:30:09 PM): Mike, goddamnit
crotch_kiss (2:59:54 PM): What'd I do?
iceman33366 (3:00:09 PM): i said i wasnt going to respond just stop plz
crotch_kiss (3:00:30 PM): No, I didn't do anything. What's wrong?
iceman33366 (3:00:54 PM): just stop okay i dont wanna deal with all this s**t right now
crotch_kiss (3:01:16 PM): Fine, but will you talk to me later on, please?
iceman33366 (3:01:42 PM): no im done talking to every one that i know im going back to my old life
crotch_kiss (3:02:20 PM): So you're just going to dump me to the side like I was never there?
iceman33366 (3:03:09 PM): f thats how u wanna put it ya
crotch_kiss (3:03:26 PM): Are you serious? I was nothing?
iceman33366 (3:03:43 PM): hey ur words not mine
crotch_kiss (3:04:02 PM): Well what are your words?
iceman33366 (3:04:59 PM): im tired of being the good person the person u can talk to the person u can hang out with and just talk no im not going to be just a person to talk to
crotch_kiss (3:05:47 PM): So what do you want to be, a badass wanna-be punk who kicks around everyone you come in contact with? That's really ******** up.
iceman33366 (3:06:36 PM): hey it worked for the last 15 years of my why should it be different
crotch_kiss (3:07:25 PM): Mike, why all of a sudden this? Do you just not care for anyone that cared for you? From what it seems like, that what you like doing. Killing everyone's heart.
iceman33366 (3:08:31 PM): because im going back to chap where all my old friends were and im going to live my old life i dont wanna be like i want people to say o there goes the kid that is so mean to everyone
crotch_kiss (3:09:51 PM): Mike, you're one selfish ******** idiot. I hope you like it when people do that, and when you get yourself shot from messing with the wrong person. I'll find where you're buried and just laugh. Pull your head out from your a** one of these days and come to your ******** senses.
iceman33366 (3:12:26 PM): nope u see i love being hated yelled at being the one to start s**t o its just me and if u cant deal with it the shove off okay cause i want to be shot i want to be killed i want to be gutted and left somewhere in a desert i dream about every night hoping it will happen
crotch_kiss (3:14:23 PM): Then why not we meet up so I can be the one to yell at you, you actually started the s**t here, so there is one of your "joys" completed. I can deal with it, but I can't deal with the fact you just decide to throw me away. So yeah, how about you and I meet up so your hopes and dreams will be set so you'll be beat up and screamed at. Sound good?
iceman33366 (3:15:34 PM): oo see becasue ur sister thought us going out was gross ethan did my ex did and everyone else did to and its not work going to jail over
crotch_kiss (3:16:43 PM): You didn't have to lie to me. I'm sorry I've ever cared, I'm sorry if you're another hole in my ******** heart. I hope you like it.
iceman33366 (3:17:38 PM): i didnt lie once i didnt
crotch_kiss (3:17:51 PM): Then why does it hurt so bad?
iceman33366 (3:18:11 PM): what hurts bad
crotch_kiss (3:18:45 PM): Everything you've said now means nothing, so it was all lies. It hurts really bad because I really liked you. You blew me away, it hurts so ******** bad.
iceman33366 (3:19:41 PM): well look ur only ******** 12 12 12 one two dont care if u think its just an age ur to young to be in a damn realtion ship ne way
crotch_kiss (3:20:16 PM): Okay.... You didn't even have to say yes to go out with me, and that part hurts the most.
crotch_kiss (3:20:31 PM): I'm sorry if I don't want to be alone.
iceman33366 (3:20:55 PM): ur 12 u have ur wholwe ******** life ahead of u
crotch_kiss (3:21:42 PM): That doesn't mean I don't need someone to hug me when I need it the most and make me feel like everything is okay. That's all I really wanted out of you... I wanted to be liked by someone so they'd stay with me and just hold me when I cry, and you ******** me over.
iceman33366 (3:23:53 PM): well im srry ur sister pissed me off and u didnt help and that poem is gross
crotch_kiss (3:24:00 PM): What poem?
iceman33366 (3:24:10 PM): the poem u wrote about dan
crotch_kiss (3:24:23 PM): What poem?
iceman33366 (3:24:40 PM): ur sister found a poem ask her
crotch_kiss (3:25:05 PM): I ******** found it, goddamnit, I showed it to Dan, and I saved it. I never made it, goddamnit.
iceman33366 (3:25:33 PM): well its gross
crotch_kiss (3:25:59 PM): It's not like I really want to do that to him. He's only a ******** friend.
iceman33366 (3:26:34 PM): okay crazy lady just stop while ur far far behind my mind is made up so its to late
crotch_kiss (3:26:59 PM): What have I done? That's all I want to ******** know
iceman33366 (3:27:55 PM): nuthin just stop
crotch_kiss (3:28:00 PM): Stop what?
iceman33366 (3:28:14 PM): talking im doing something
crotch_kiss (3:28:23 PM): Then talk to me later
iceman33366 (3:28:34 PM): no ill be busy later here take a number
crotch_kiss (3:29:07 PM): ******** you. I'll talk to you later. Bye.
iceman33366 (3:29:26 PM): dont let the door hit u on the way out
crotch_kiss (3:30:15 PM): What the ******** is wrong with you? You know what, don't answer. I don't want to sit around for years listening to your sob story. Ttyl.
iceman33366 (3:30:25 PM): see ya

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