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The Mind That Has No Limits
Random & Freaky Thoughts :) A Few Poems, A Few Wacky Ideas, Some Pain That Finds Its Way Into The Locked Heart.
Darkness Enters, Light Dies
Not The Same As Before

I am no longer the same as I was born,
The only resemblence is in my form.
Some suffering in this life I have withstood,
Much has my soul been twisted and warped.

I am darkness, a vassal of the beast,
My spirit a meal upon which it feasts.
I am the light, caring, just, and kind.
I am the shadow, good and evil intertwined.

I am made of ice, cold, hard unfeeling,
Formed by experience, twisted pain
I am made of flesh which remembers every beating,
From which any strength is destined to fade.

I am a creature who has become insane,
A being made the incarnate of pain.
I am the blur between virtue and sin,
Becoming in time the two split along a fine grain.

Transformed from the form in which I came.
On the surface we may look similar
Seeing the inside it is apparent
That we are not the same.

I am not worthy
My soul is not destined to soar
The pain envelopes my mind
Heart beats slower , reaching for more

I reside in darkness
Seeking the forbidden light
Tears wrench my soul
Screaming into the night

A heart sent to hide
The door locked , no key to find
Heart mending is a waste of time
Locking the door ,against darkness one more time

Pain Is The Name Of The Game !


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  • User Comments: [1]
    When you get down on yourself, over something that you had no control over, you are harming the man I love. Your poems of darkness and pain rip your soul to shreds and I cry for the pain you feel. You had no other choice then to stand up against the pure jealousy and hate that he was throwing in your face. You are the kindest, most gentle man I have ever known, when you let yourself go, I have witnessed the laughter that you hold so tight inside. You are my heart , you are my eternal soulmate, no matter what happens down the road, we both know our love will never die. Stop beating yourself up over the simpleminded idiots in this world, darlin you can not fix everything and everyone, concentrate on being happy and letting the ones that love you, hold you close and share your dreams and laughter. heart

    comment TC_Totally · Community Member · Tue Nov 20, 2007 @ 01:52pm
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