Rawr...
So like... I'll tell ya... bout my life.
I have alot of GREAT friends, seriously. Some of them are older, some younger, some my age. Some here, some there, some everywhere all the time. But what seems to be happening is that... one of my best, most closest friends is... angry with me for doing this. She says I'm ignoring my friends where she lives for my friends where I live.
My life is hectic, you see. I'm moving, actually, right now, to a new house. Holidays are coming up. I'm having to deal with quite a few friends' issues, along with my own, and frankl,y I just don't want to deal with the arguements anymore. I don't want to give up her friendship, but she seems to be the only one who has brought this to my attention... we really need to settle this, because as we speak, everytime she says something... my blood boils to the point where I type without thinking, and regret afterwards... that isn't a good thing for me. I'm turning into a person I'm starting to hate...
Here, where I live, my self-esteem has increased dramatically from where it was where she lives... I'm not sure why, but this place... these friends... they make me feel good about myself. This is something my friends in the old place couldn't do... I need this support, here and now...
Here, I feel like I'm needed... wanted... cherished. Even though I say I don't feel wanted anywhere... I really do feel wanted here... and that's also important. I actually have a freaking SOCIAL LIFE for crying out loud. I'm actually thinking I may have a chance at a relationship... the first time this ever happened, seriously. I have to make time for more than the computer and more time for other people... for going places and doing things... rather than taking my time, getting fat, staring at a bright blue screen.
I don't like talking on the phone... but I guess that depends on who with. Certain people I really DO like talking to... those people I can learn more about... those people I feel like I can help... This person, this friend... no offence to you, but I feel like you may cause me even MORE of a problem than solve it if I talked to you more...
I'm dealing with my life the best as I can... I really am... planning for my future and dealing with my present, that's what it is. And all of you really just need to take a chill pill and be patient with me... because you're not true friends unless you're happy for me no matter which way I go...
So like... I'll tell ya... bout my life.
I have alot of GREAT friends, seriously. Some of them are older, some younger, some my age. Some here, some there, some everywhere all the time. But what seems to be happening is that... one of my best, most closest friends is... angry with me for doing this. She says I'm ignoring my friends where she lives for my friends where I live.
My life is hectic, you see. I'm moving, actually, right now, to a new house. Holidays are coming up. I'm having to deal with quite a few friends' issues, along with my own, and frankl,y I just don't want to deal with the arguements anymore. I don't want to give up her friendship, but she seems to be the only one who has brought this to my attention... we really need to settle this, because as we speak, everytime she says something... my blood boils to the point where I type without thinking, and regret afterwards... that isn't a good thing for me. I'm turning into a person I'm starting to hate...
Here, where I live, my self-esteem has increased dramatically from where it was where she lives... I'm not sure why, but this place... these friends... they make me feel good about myself. This is something my friends in the old place couldn't do... I need this support, here and now...
Here, I feel like I'm needed... wanted... cherished. Even though I say I don't feel wanted anywhere... I really do feel wanted here... and that's also important. I actually have a freaking SOCIAL LIFE for crying out loud. I'm actually thinking I may have a chance at a relationship... the first time this ever happened, seriously. I have to make time for more than the computer and more time for other people... for going places and doing things... rather than taking my time, getting fat, staring at a bright blue screen.
I don't like talking on the phone... but I guess that depends on who with. Certain people I really DO like talking to... those people I can learn more about... those people I feel like I can help... This person, this friend... no offence to you, but I feel like you may cause me even MORE of a problem than solve it if I talked to you more...
I'm dealing with my life the best as I can... I really am... planning for my future and dealing with my present, that's what it is. And all of you really just need to take a chill pill and be patient with me... because you're not true friends unless you're happy for me no matter which way I go...
