November 14, 2007
Okay, so after all this crap, I blocked Bryan because I don't want to talk to him anymore. I'm embarrassed to talk to him anymore and I'd rather him just leave me alone. So then he goes and kicks me out of the guild, that Kaz and Syn also help run. It's not his decision to make, and neither of them wanted me kicked out. So now because Kaz had to go and be an a**, this guy is being a bigger a**. He's never going to leave me alone after what Kaz did, and I don't know why he would even care so much if I talk to him or not. I'm afraid he's going to end up being creepy and weird now because of all of this. That's how guys get when this sort of thing happens. Kaz has caused so much trouble for me because of what a jerk he is and how he always has to do something mean to me, even when there's no reason to. I don't understand why he can't just be a normal boyfriend and care about how I feel and not do horrible things to me. I just feel like crying. I didn't want to go to class, I barely paid attention to it anyways, I was trying to keep from crying or anything during class. When I got home Kaz let me back into the guild and Syn is apparently going to make sure I don't get kicked out again.
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