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Your sitting out on your porch because your parents are fighting and your pouring out gallons of tears and all of a sudden you nottice someone is standing in front of you. You look up and you give of a gasp. There is a guy standing in front of you holding a beautiful black rose. he looks the same age as you and you swore you had seen him before some where but you cant remember where. He held out the rose and without him even saying a word you new he wanted to know why you were crying. You look up at him and with his soft delicate thumb he wipes away the tears left on your face. You grab his hand before he takes it off your face and gave him a tug. He of course knew you meant to sit down so he did. You, still holding his hand tight between your two hands, shove your face onto his chest and just started crying. "Thank you, thank you for caring" you softly murmured between sniffles. He held you in his arms it all felt like a fairytale like it wasn't real and all you could do is think about how he actually cared. No one ever really cared. You knew he knew why you where crying so you didn't push yourself into trying to explain. All you did was lie there in his arms and slowly drifted to sleep. You finally awoke when your dad came out to go to work. He lightly kicked you and you jumped right up blurting out "WAIT WHO ARE YOU!" Your dad looked at you strangely and you said softly "Dade did you see that boy? Did you see where he went?" Your dad freaked out "What boy there was a boy oh my god your going to be so much trouble when i get home!" You ran inside jumped on your bed, and started crying again. You thought to yourself, I'm such a idiot I didn't even ask his name. You were an emo so you were just about to cut yourself again when the door rang you dropped the knife on your bed and ran to the door and all you saw was lying on the ground was another black rose and a letter was attached. You put the rose in a glass of water and opened the letter. The letter was written on what looked like an old piece of parchment. It was all burnt around the edges and it said "If you wish to see me again meet me tonight at twelve at Groveland Cemetery in the rose garden. I hope I see you tomorrow night." You screeched in excitement. You ran into your room and found a stunning long black dress and your big black gothic boots. It was only seven pm so you had a while to wait. You decided to take a nap when you woke up it was ten pm. The first thing you did was go take a shower. It took you a whole hour to wash up and just sit in there as the water poured on you. You got and dried off yourself. Afterwards you got dressed and did you make up. You just couldn't wait till twelve. You left your house at eleven forty-five. You made it there at twelve exactly. You wondered where he could be it was already twelve twenty-five. Thinking you where stood up you started walking home and on your way out of the rose garden you notice a red sticky goo all over the floor you followed the trail till you stopped and started crying. There he was lying on the ground covered in blood. He shot himself in the heart. You dropped to the ground and grabbed him holding his cold dead body in your arms and in his hand dropped a black rose and a note. You softly laid him on the ground while laying his head on your lap and opened the note. It said "I waited at the west gate for you and you didn't show up my heart could not bare the pain so I ended it." She thought he meant the east gate not the west and knowing he killed himself because if her knowing she would have to live without him just brought pain to her so she grabbed the gun and held it to her chest and screamed "If I can't live with you here I will live with you during death," and shot herself. The reason why she thought she knew him was because a week before her parents fight she tried to jump out in front a bus and he saved her and two days after that she tried to jump off the roof of her two story house and he caught her and th night of the fight he was there comforting her and when she died and up to heaven and saw him and finally had the chance to ask "Who are you?" And he responded "Your gardien angel." If you didnt understand the moral of the story then just write me ill be glad to explain! XD (c)Chrissy Ennest