Right so.
We were fine for like 4days and today
I go and ******** it all up again.
Yay me.
Well simply I didn't want him reading something and he got in a shitty with me.
And it pissed me off so well. Put me in a very bad mood.
And then I started thinking about how I'm such a b***h.
Also how I just seem to be so controlling aren't I?
Well not only his mother, my mother, a couple of others that I know has said it.
But he said it. Sure in anger but normally when you say something in anger,
You're saying what you exactly feel. And well. It's true. I am controlling.
I don't mean to be but -sigh-
I honestly am rethinking being with him.
I love him but I just want it over.
So I can be free of controlling people, of arguing, of being hurt in anyway.
We were fine for like 4days and today
I go and ******** it all up again.
Yay me.
Well simply I didn't want him reading something and he got in a shitty with me.
And it pissed me off so well. Put me in a very bad mood.
And then I started thinking about how I'm such a b***h.
Also how I just seem to be so controlling aren't I?
Well not only his mother, my mother, a couple of others that I know has said it.
But he said it. Sure in anger but normally when you say something in anger,
You're saying what you exactly feel. And well. It's true. I am controlling.
I don't mean to be but -sigh-
I honestly am rethinking being with him.
I love him but I just want it over.
So I can be free of controlling people, of arguing, of being hurt in anyway.
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