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I don't care who reads this. I just have to get it out. It is getting close to a month since me and my girlfriend broke up. It was her that brought it up. A relationship is a two way street. If one doesn't think things are going well then the other should try to accept it and move on. But it is so hard. She was all I ever thought of. if even for such a short time the most important part of my life. I enjoy times with friends but the feeling never lasts. When I was with her I was in complete bliss for hours after she left. I've tried to hide it. I've tried to move on but I can't. I feel as though I have a gapping hole in me now. I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm sorry Mary but I still love you.