November 3, 2007
I had to get up early today to take the car in to get an oil change. My dad makes these appointments and he always does it early in the morning. x.x Which is when I don't want to get up. But I don't like him to drive me car either so I have to go along so I can drive it there. Anyway. Last night Kaz said some pretty awful things to me. I asked him for help with KOL and he got mad at me and brought up the whole thing about Drakengel again. Like WTF? I thought we were past that. I thought that was resolved, because Kaz told me he had nothing to do with it. I don't understand why he would bring it up again. She isn't a close friend of his even. Anyway he threatened to beat me up. Kaz has never talked like that to me and I didn't think he was someone who was abusing. I'm not afraid of him being able to beat me up, he's pretty skinny, but it's the fact that he would say something like that at all that bothers me. So that's all I could think about today, sitting at the car place with nothing to do. I don't know what to do about Kaz. I don't want to break up with him after all the things we've managed to get through, but everyone knows it's not a good idea to stay with someone abusive. Thing is, I don't know if he meant it or not, or how serious this really is. It's not like he's ever actually tried to do anything to me, so I don't know. He was just so horribly mean last night. Anyway, for some reason, when we went to leave, they didn't charge us anything for the oil change. o_O I think they made a mistake or something, and my dad tried to correct them, but they still didn't make us pay. I guess we got lucky. It bothers me though because it was a mistake and I don't want to end up getting in trouble over it or something. I think these people don't know what they're doing... Anyway, I came home, and my mom had to go to something at her school. I was tired but I said I might come help her later if I felt bored. I figured I wouldn't be talking to Kaz today after last night. Well, Rachel called me a little later wanting to go somewhere for lunch, so I said sure, and she came over and we went to eat at Panera Bread. So at least that gave me something to do other than sit around and think about what a jerk Kaz was. I didn't really talk to him for the rest of the day. If he's going to be like that, why should I. I figure might as well take a break from him if he's just going to say things like that to me.
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